December 2010
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Finally.
The REAL truth comes out. It feels good.
Dec 31st
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Maybe..
Your life wouldn’t suck so much if you weren’t such an asshole. And maybe your relationship wouldn’t suck so much if you didn’t cheat on your girlfriend. Just saying.
Dec 31st
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Thank You.
- For treating me like I did everything wrong. - For acting like I screwed up your life and your relationship. - For basically admitting we’re not friends. - For using me. - For lying to me. - For hurting me, again. - For making me cry, again. - For breaking my heart into millions of pieces, again. - For being the biggest jerk on the face of this planet.
Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
Day 7.
“Think of the last person you hugged. What would you do if they vanished completely?” It was my grandma. I’d be really sad, obviously.
Dec 31st
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Why am I always good enough to want to have sex...
But never good enough to want to date?
Dec 30th
I wish.
That you would talk to me and fix things like a best friend usually would, instead of just letting me walk right out of your life. But I know that won’t happen. And I refuse to fix things again. It’s not me being stubborn, it’s me proving that you really don’t care.
Dec 30th
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I Don't Know About You..
..But no matter how many times I prepare myself or expect it to happen, whenever something pops up from the toaster, it always scares me. Even if I’m staring at it.
Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
kkkailssss-deactivated20110310 asked: That awkward moment when you make a Splinter joke and Ashley isn't there to laugh at it :(
Dec 30th
kkkailssss-deactivated20110310 asked: That awkward moment when you make a Splinter joke and Ashley isn't there to laugh at it :(
Dec 30th
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Dec 29th
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Day 6.
“Talk about a recent experience that has effected you greatly and how.” Today I saw my great grandfather. I’m currently almost 19 and the last time that I saw him was probably almost six years ago. I saw him today and he’s just. So old and so skinny that his skin just hangs. My grandma had to clean the entire apartment and do everything for him because he’s so...
Dec 29th
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I hate.
The human race. Always.
Dec 29th
Stfu.
If I want to talk about my ex boyfriend, I will fucking do as I please!
Dec 29th
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Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
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Day 5.
“Pick a song that projects the same mood as your day or week and explain.” Last Kiss by Taylor Swift. This song has projected my mood for the past two months. The one person who I loved more than anything left me. I was given a promise ring, but it lost its shine and the promise was broken. Just like me.
Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
Day 4.
“What do you think it means to be in love?” It means whatever you want it to mean. Everyone’s love experience is different. For me, it means to find your exact opposite. Someone who drives you nuts, who is optimistic when you’re not, someone you can fix in the ways that they can’t. But no matter how much they annoy you, you just want to spend every second with them...
Dec 28th
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Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
"It was our night out."
I don’t give two fucks! It was supposed to be OUR day at the park because we’re “best friends” but you texted people, or should I say her, the entire time. You can fucking tell me that instead of being the selfish douchebag you are! And you’re so selfish, I can’t even tell you this stuff because I know you’ll take even more of a stupid attitude than you...
Dec 27th
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Someone.
It’s okay, Serena. We all have those moments where the person you love completely pushes you out of their life.
Dec 27th
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Dwight.
This is just. Too funny.
Dec 27th
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Invisible.
Dec 26th
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Relationships.
Dec 26th
I Really Hate..
How my grandma thinks my mom is a bad mom. They’ve never liked each other, but it’s the point. My grandma thinks my dad is the world’s greatest parent, which is far from the truth. A few days ago, she made a comment like “I bet you’re not used to home cooked meals every night” and I had to tell her my mom cooks A LOT and the only time she doesn’t is if...
Dec 26th
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Day 3.
“Where have you been spending your time lately? Three/five/ten years ago, would you have expected to be there?” I feel that I really cannot answer this question well. For exactly one week, I’ve been in Florida. Other than that, I usually spend all my time in my room. Three years ago, I wouldn’t expect to be in Florida, same with five & ten. I’m not surprised I...
Dec 26th
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Beauty.
The textbook definition of the word “beautiful” is as follows: having qualities that give great pleasure or satisfaction to see, hear, or think about. Not being a size zero or having a great tan or perfect make-up. It’s about being real. Being a real person. Let me direct your attention to three photos. I didn’t save these photos as their names. I saved them as...
Dec 26th
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Denial.
But you didn’t look away. You looked deeper. But I’m the one in denial.
Dec 26th
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Day 2.
“Who are you, in comparison to who you used to be? What made you change?” I’m not really sure who I am. People change constantly, and we’ll never truly understand who we are. I used to be more independent, but up until two and a half years ago, I lost that somewhere. I opened myself up to someone and gave them everything I had because I was comfortable and tasting a...
Dec 26th
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You.
This is exactly how you made me feel. You’re off with a smile on your face, while I’m dying inside. You will never, ever understand how much I hurt. My heart may be on my sleeve, but it’s bleeding. I realized that lying (to myself) about how I feel only made me feel worse. So many people lock how they feel inside; well I’m not going to do that. If I can write about it, I...
Dec 24th
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Day 1.
“What happened today? If it was the last day of your life, how satisfied would you be with your final hours?” Today, I declined my grandmother’s offer to go to the flea market with her because I simply was very tired. I slept in very late, for I did not go to bed until four in the morning. I ate a blueberry bagel with strawberry cream cheese with a cup of Pepsi. I watched my...
Dec 24th